Nonfiction—”Rueful/Ruin”

Autumn:  I like to be a cynic
Me:  a professional mood killer
Autumn:  life’s funny to the emotionless
Autumn:  yeah, but the truth is ur pretty sensitive
Autumn:  u cant fool me
Autumn:  im not just a hat rack my friend
Me:  guess the same could be said of you, though you put on a good show
Autumn:  i do my best…
Autumn:  why do we do that?
Me:  maybe something’s wrong with the world, something’s wrong with us, and the interactions in between really hurt.
Autumn:  im not sure if i like that
Autumn:  i just did something really dumb
Autumn:  i have no idea where i put my band aids and i cut my hand, so i decided to put nail polish on it to stop the bleeding..
Autumn:  it worked but it hurts like a bitch
Autumn:  very funny but it hurts
Autumn:  im laugh moaning
Autumn:  like ow ow hahahhahahah oww